I've been down with luck recently, suffered many injuries one by one and draining me deep down my bones. Roomie problem has become more severe and I feel helpless. Sadded. 2 more papers and I can go home. HOME SWEET HOME.
♥ DOWN WITH LUCK & TROUBLE BUBBLEEE
27 November 2009
♥ Mom's visit
18 November 2009
Woke up only in the afternoon despite sleeping in earlier than usual, 2am. Had brunch and some snacks while watching online videos before continuing with my Economics Test Papers. It was a disaster. I am lazy to analyze and write.
It was in the evening when Mom came. She brought stuff for me and it was HEAVY. I only held it for a while when she went to the washroom but my hands went numb... YES, NUMB. Moms are really WONDERWOMEN.
We were chatting in the room for some time since my room-mate wasn't around. It was the usual topic: School, Family etc. Only till today did I know that my brother scored 501/1000 for his Secondary 2 end-of-year test and that's why he got promoted to Secondary 3 Express. PHEW~ Luckyyy~ If not Mom would have gone crazy.
Now, new responsibility falls on me. Got to tutor my brother after he buy his new textbooks. I have no choice since I'm taking Engineering Course and still fresh with Maths. This kinds of makes my sis who studies Accountancy in the same school sounds stupidd... LOL... She only knows how to plus, minus, times and divide now... HAHAHAHA.
Sad to mention, my brother's weakest subject is Mathematics. So here I am, getting prepared to go crazy after my own examinations to teach him. Hopefully he cooperates, I can't guarantee that I will give him a nice face like I do for other students....... (~___~)
But, I really love my brother though I used to hate him for snatching love away from my parents.... He popped out when I was 5 so I kind of developed the jealousy only until recently, after I was 18. He needs me... I think I can be a nice elder sister after all!! ^^ Looking at the fact that he is so much taller than me at the age of 14, I'd better not mess with him either or else I might land in some giant, white buildinggg! HAHAHAHAHA!
Mom brought me sugar cane juice!! Pureeeee summoreeeee. She empathesized on it.... I think she went Pasir Ris to get that for me before coming to my room... God, she's not tired meh??? *faints*
Okay, slack a lot already. Got to go back to study. All the best to everyone.
It was in the evening when Mom came. She brought stuff for me and it was HEAVY. I only held it for a while when she went to the washroom but my hands went numb... YES, NUMB. Moms are really WONDERWOMEN.
We were chatting in the room for some time since my room-mate wasn't around. It was the usual topic: School, Family etc. Only till today did I know that my brother scored 501/1000 for his Secondary 2 end-of-year test and that's why he got promoted to Secondary 3 Express. PHEW~ Luckyyy~ If not Mom would have gone crazy.
Now, new responsibility falls on me. Got to tutor my brother after he buy his new textbooks. I have no choice since I'm taking Engineering Course and still fresh with Maths. This kinds of makes my sis who studies Accountancy in the same school sounds stupidd... LOL... She only knows how to plus, minus, times and divide now... HAHAHAHA.
Sad to mention, my brother's weakest subject is Mathematics. So here I am, getting prepared to go crazy after my own examinations to teach him. Hopefully he cooperates, I can't guarantee that I will give him a nice face like I do for other students....... (~___~)
But, I really love my brother though I used to hate him for snatching love away from my parents.... He popped out when I was 5 so I kind of developed the jealousy only until recently, after I was 18. He needs me... I think I can be a nice elder sister after all!! ^^ Looking at the fact that he is so much taller than me at the age of 14, I'd better not mess with him either or else I might land in some giant, white buildinggg! HAHAHAHAHA!
Mom brought me sugar cane juice!! Pureeeee summoreeeee. She empathesized on it.... I think she went Pasir Ris to get that for me before coming to my room... God, she's not tired meh??? *faints*
Okay, slack a lot already. Got to go back to study. All the best to everyone.
♥ THE STRESS IS BACKKKK
12 November 2009
Exams are just less than than 5 days away and I still have not touched my Economics stuff yet. What a student am I? I wish to go back to the days which I am so carefree and self-fufiling. LOL. It's just study, study and more study now.
After tomorrow's Life Science CA Test, I'm going to switch off and mug hard for Economics and Mathematics. This is like the first major exams! I can't screw up! RARRR. Forget the unhappy memories and I should look forward to the bright future (holiday)!!!
BACK TO MUGGING.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE.
After tomorrow's Life Science CA Test, I'm going to switch off and mug hard for Economics and Mathematics. This is like the first major exams! I can't screw up! RARRR. Forget the unhappy memories and I should look forward to the bright future (holiday)!!!
BACK TO MUGGING.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE.
♥ A LITTLE HELPLESS
08 November 2009
I can't help but feel helpless when Mom just blabber her comments about my belief without really asking what I want... She just claims that whatever that I do is wrong and claims that I am proud. Every single action is coupled by scoldings and sarcasm.
Though I pretend not to hear anything and keep quiet, she continues to say that I am disrespectful for not replying... What can I do? When will she understand that what I am doing is for her own good? She's too sinful, too bothered by what others say about her and how others treat her... She's not entirely kind to others either, at least not to family, like she had claimed...
The fact that I like to go fotang is because I didn't like all the things that is happening at home. I don't want to go home but I know I have to do so if not she'll complain even more... Yet, I know that I must tolerate this...
I wouldn't question why God didn't give me reasonable, loving parents. I know things happen for a reason. Whatever that happened before I was borned could not be controlled but I can control the future... I want my family to be happy. I need to tolerate. Bear more... Control myself... I believe all this effort will be rewarded someday, when Mom and Dad could really recognise my belief... I must show them...
WHOOSH.
Though I pretend not to hear anything and keep quiet, she continues to say that I am disrespectful for not replying... What can I do? When will she understand that what I am doing is for her own good? She's too sinful, too bothered by what others say about her and how others treat her... She's not entirely kind to others either, at least not to family, like she had claimed...
The fact that I like to go fotang is because I didn't like all the things that is happening at home. I don't want to go home but I know I have to do so if not she'll complain even more... Yet, I know that I must tolerate this...
I wouldn't question why God didn't give me reasonable, loving parents. I know things happen for a reason. Whatever that happened before I was borned could not be controlled but I can control the future... I want my family to be happy. I need to tolerate. Bear more... Control myself... I believe all this effort will be rewarded someday, when Mom and Dad could really recognise my belief... I must show them...
WHOOSH.
♥ Exam Mode
06 November 2009
I've received many invitations from friends asking me out recently, but I have to decline most of them that required my weekends or travelling. Examinations are coming, I've to start mugging. Hope that you guys can understand.
To update on my hostel life... I've gotten used to the washing and cleaning... Walking in and out of the room just to use the toilets and of course, the dust and bugs here... HAHAHAHA. There's some additions to my furniture - A NEW HAIRDRYER. I've always wanted to get one!! However, I cannot use it in the morning because the noise will affect my room-mate's sleep. We ought to be considerate to one another, isn't it? ^^
I've been eating a lot ever since I've came to university. Seems like I am always hungry and kept suffering from indigestion... ): Is there something wrong with my lifestyle?? HMMM~
There are a lot of activities coming up after examinations and I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO COME.
Goodbye to books in 30 days!!
To update on my hostel life... I've gotten used to the washing and cleaning... Walking in and out of the room just to use the toilets and of course, the dust and bugs here... HAHAHAHA. There's some additions to my furniture - A NEW HAIRDRYER. I've always wanted to get one!! However, I cannot use it in the morning because the noise will affect my room-mate's sleep. We ought to be considerate to one another, isn't it? ^^
I've been eating a lot ever since I've came to university. Seems like I am always hungry and kept suffering from indigestion... ): Is there something wrong with my lifestyle?? HMMM~
There are a lot of activities coming up after examinations and I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO COME.
Goodbye to books in 30 days!!
♥ PIZZA DINNERRR ^^
31 October 2009
FINALLY! I'm back at H-O-M-E! Nowhere is better than home~ Even the naggings of my beloved mother sounds so nice~ HAHAHA. I'm not a pervert! I just miss home~ Going to start camping at school starting from next week, to mug hard for the semester examination. It's kind of late but better to be late than never. I think I will be having a hard time there by myself but I ought to take that pressure since I'm the one taking the exam!! ^^
Tonight, I had pizza for dinner!! ^^ Shared with Sis but she only ate 4 small pieces. The rest are MINE. We got 1 pizza free so I got to eat A LOT! WHOO~ I guess that my appetite was never good when I am not at home... Never felt that contented, being able to move around, speak to my family~ ^^ PSKKK~ I LOVE CINNAMON TWIST.
Tomorrow will be my last tuition lesson before calling it for the year!~ Finally I can have some time for myself during the weekends... Phew~
Sis just asked me to sign her Organ Donation Form as a witness. OMG, my hands were shaking when I held the card. Yet, I recalled what I learnt - You cannot bring anything away after your death. I guess that's what makes my Sis so confident and brave about donating her organs... My Mom signed it before I did, which somehow, I didn't think she would agree to such actions as traditional perceptions says that you can't go to Heaven if you do not have a 'full' body after death. My Sis and I knows that everything about going to Heaven lies within your actions, words and mind. I guess I'm going to do the same as well next year... Organ Donation... ^^
Well, if you think that this is insane, you should try searching on BODY WORLDS. It's about plastinating dead bodies and exhibiting them to show the wonders of our human body and about life. Those exhibition bodies are real bodies, donated by the dead themselves before death. They signed the agreement and wanted to leave something to the world. That's what I called - BRAVE TO THE MAX. Well, the exhibtion is in Singapore now, you guys may want to check it out. I have a weak heart... I don't think I would want to go... ~___~
This week has been a week full of spendings~ ^^ But I'm happy to spend it since it's for happy occasions!! ^^ I LOVE ONLINE SHOPPING.
Tonight, I had pizza for dinner!! ^^ Shared with Sis but she only ate 4 small pieces. The rest are MINE. We got 1 pizza free so I got to eat A LOT! WHOO~ I guess that my appetite was never good when I am not at home... Never felt that contented, being able to move around, speak to my family~ ^^ PSKKK~ I LOVE CINNAMON TWIST.
Tomorrow will be my last tuition lesson before calling it for the year!~ Finally I can have some time for myself during the weekends... Phew~
Sis just asked me to sign her Organ Donation Form as a witness. OMG, my hands were shaking when I held the card. Yet, I recalled what I learnt - You cannot bring anything away after your death. I guess that's what makes my Sis so confident and brave about donating her organs... My Mom signed it before I did, which somehow, I didn't think she would agree to such actions as traditional perceptions says that you can't go to Heaven if you do not have a 'full' body after death. My Sis and I knows that everything about going to Heaven lies within your actions, words and mind. I guess I'm going to do the same as well next year... Organ Donation... ^^
Well, if you think that this is insane, you should try searching on BODY WORLDS. It's about plastinating dead bodies and exhibiting them to show the wonders of our human body and about life. Those exhibition bodies are real bodies, donated by the dead themselves before death. They signed the agreement and wanted to leave something to the world. That's what I called - BRAVE TO THE MAX. Well, the exhibtion is in Singapore now, you guys may want to check it out. I have a weak heart... I don't think I would want to go... ~___~
This week has been a week full of spendings~ ^^ But I'm happy to spend it since it's for happy occasions!! ^^ I LOVE ONLINE SHOPPING.
♥ LAZY TO UPDATE
29 October 2009
Hi everyone, I've been very lazy to update my blog lately because of the fact that I've not much stuff to update. Everyday, it's school and little things here and there. Overall, I feel a little dumb having to struggle with topics that I have no interest in... ): Yet, I know that this is important and constantly forcing myself to do what I have to do as an undergraduate...
However, I have to mention that my group of university mates are constantly encouraging me and accomodating me. It hasn't been long since I've met them but we have common interests and everyone is so nice. It made my life here a lot more better than I think it is.
It's been quite some time since I've met up with other friends: YC, Glenda, ZhiHui, Corinne and many more. I hope to see you guys soon!! ^^ I'm going to chiong hard for my examinations so that I can enjoy the holidays with you guys!!! Cheer me on!!~
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN~ double surprise in one day (excluding the stuff that TeckWee leaked to you)~
However, I have to mention that my group of university mates are constantly encouraging me and accomodating me. It hasn't been long since I've met them but we have common interests and everyone is so nice. It made my life here a lot more better than I think it is.
It's been quite some time since I've met up with other friends: YC, Glenda, ZhiHui, Corinne and many more. I hope to see you guys soon!! ^^ I'm going to chiong hard for my examinations so that I can enjoy the holidays with you guys!!! Cheer me on!!~
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN~ double surprise in one day (excluding the stuff that TeckWee leaked to you)~
